词：林秋离 曲：林俊杰
演唱：林俊杰
专辑：《西界》

 

阳光越过窗沿 我在阴影里面
才过正午十三点 就漆黑一片
没有人看得见
我心深处的阴暗面
只能眺望东边 你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限 幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手

 

因为我活在西边
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你能多看我一眼

*REPEAT*
 

It only... lefts nothing in my past life time...

 

Manny Farewell without goodbye to people i know, like falling into a black whole.

 

Take a sit in plane, feeling alone in pain. After 15 hours, i am back to B'ham in the mid night on Sep 21...

 

Unluckily, a lot of problems would like to meet me...

 

My cellphone cannot be used; my flat contract was canceled with system mistake...

 

I even cannot find a person to talk to... At the end of Sep, i nearly... face too much...

 

The problems should be solved one by one, i guess maybe next week this moment, most of them are avaliable.

 

 

 

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To my surprie, i solve both cellphone and flat problems this afternoon, although they cost me a lot.

 

Whatever, tomorrow i am going to move into my new hourse, and my cellphone is working now :)

 

Luckily, i met a new friend in a MAGA shop tonight, he is libra, but the most amazing thing is we were born on the same date Oct. 18th~

 

LOL~ quite interested, we think and behaviour alike and we become good friend very soon. We express our similar mind at the same time, and same attitude to women~ haha~ so nice!!

 

After i move into my new hourse, we gonna go KTV together with other friends tomo, i guess it is wicked!!

 

Everything seems change to lovely~~~ Anyway, thx ERIN:)

 

...

 

“用妳那涂满毒药的嘴唇把我的身体溶化吧…在爱和生死都被喝光的时候…”

“呵呵, …你会愿意吗?”

“啊…灵魂被寂寞所伤害的时间, 反正什么也无所谓了…”

 

 

 

「 原来人的价值显得这么本能, 感官的沉溺继续机械运转, 我才知道自己最爱的是活塞运动… 」

 

 

 

QUTE:

 

2007.6.10 下午 16:08

Love Hotel 9楼 C单元 4号房

 

K仰卧在房间床上, 看着天花版的颜色, 伴随着偶尔的光影略动, 是属于暗红偏紫的反差效果.

视线范畴之内, 不时被舞动的发丝和颤抖的肢体动作所干扰. 面无表情的K下意识的扶稳了坐在自己身上的女人, 眼球水平移动后, 余光扫瞄到了床头柜上放着自己的黑框眼镜. K此时的虹膜中倒映出蓝绿色的光泽…

随着身体的震动加剧, 不同颜色的光体在K的眼前晃动不堪. K不得不转过头来, 直视斜上方的女人. 虽然K会喜欢女人兴奋时的身理反应, 但是这次即使K注视着女人迷离的双眼时也丝毫没有感觉. 可惜此的女人似乎接近高潮, 并没有理会K细微的感情变化, 抓狂了似的揉扯着K的肩膀. K的右肩明显感觉到了被指甲划破了的灼热, K的眉头略微皱起. 沉溺在快感中的女人依旧持续的呻吟与浪叫…

K的脑中却在盘旋另一个女人. 另一个完全没有形象空间, 无法定义判断, 捉摸不透的女人. 除了名字外, K一无所知.

女人突然压下身来把嘴唇贴了上来, 被汗水弄湿的头发也垂了下来, 层层长发几乎覆盖了K的整张脸庞, 一时造成K无法呼吸. K被女人皮肤的柔软和光滑使自己的意识产生四秒中的昏眩, 大概忘记了自己在城市中的坐标.

 

一股厌恶感从K的胸口崩发出来, 下一个瞬间, 女人已经被K推翻在旁.

 

K侧身坐于床边, 空气中弥漫着烟灰缸中还在燃烧着的余味. K缓慢伸出手遮住右眼, 口中喃喃吐出: “H…”

 

--<When Poison meet Venom, Chapter Numb>

 

By Tanigawa Kazuya

 

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十天以后。 

 

~FIN~