We have no future
heaven wasn't made for me
we burn ourselves to hell
as fast as it can be
and I wish that I could be the king
then I'd know that I am not alone

Maggots put on shirts
Sell each others shit
sometimes I feel so worthless
sometimes I feel discarded
I wish that I was good enough
then I'd know that I am not alone

Death is policeman
Death is the priest
Death is the stereo
Death is a TV
Death is the Tarot
Death is an angel and
Death is our God
killing us all

she put the seeds in me
plant this dying tree
she's a burning string
and I'm just the ashes

she put the seeds in me
plant this dying tree
she's a burning string
and I'm just the ashes

 

--<In the shadow of the valley of death>

by Marilyn Manson

 

 

In fact, yesterday i only got one lectue in the morning. Therefore after it, i go to a second hand fair to purchase a printer with 20 ponds. Unlucky, the faucet is for PC not for laptop~ I have to go some shops like Computer world or Comupter exchange to get some elements of the printer. 3 hours later, i use 24.5 ponds bought a cell and some drinks named Vodaka Red and Blue return my flat. Damn tired, but i finish my own preperation, so the work for me is waitting for my party~

During the period, i chatting with Jessica on MSN. It's cool mood for me to talk to her, cuz now she told me a very theatrical story last time, and i make a decision which wanna write a little from her. No dout, i'll put some original things into it, and as usual i should put it on the Level-up BBS. Jessica satisfy my old writting on that BBS and would rather to co-operate with me, this result pleased me much, although it worth a little bit time more :)

 

About 7:25, i go down to the gate of my accomadation to wait my guests~ Sakura is the 1st one eariler than me, while i saw her, i feel amazing! Sakura is also from IFY, but she is from Wuhan center. Sometimes she is too qute to make everyone faint, but she is a turely かわい(kawayi) girl~ The 2nd one is Yuji, who is a really from Japan!! I like this guy, nevertheless he is a little shy. Yuji is taking the Pschology...what a creay course~he sent me a gift which is an animation called <Millennium Actress>!! Ah~ i expect for this one for a long time, but have not got any chance to watch it, now i achieved~ The 3rd big guy is Alex(not from IFY), he is from Russia. We are in the same group about the Project,and he always full of passion~ Some other friends phone me said they will be my place later, so we 4 be back to my kitench~

When we enter my kitench, there were many people(15 i guess) already sit around the table and claping for me~ I was so glad to move into the center and let the party start~ They light 18 candles, and sing the "Happy birthday" song to me, what touched me indeed!!! After my make a wish, they turn off the lamp for me to blow them off~~ It's a hell work~with 3 times i kill them all~ I cut the cake to alloting in different plates, and every one begin to drink and eat~ DJ Maddy(my flatemate) is a hot girl, play the music and we dance~ Half an hour later, we decideed to play a game--TWSTER~ Basicly i've seen many times others play in TV, so i am the 1st tryer to battle. The rule is simple, we shift a spin and the finger will give a colour in ramdon. Then one of your hand or foot would be order to put on a colour in the map~ The problem is if many people play the game together in order, the pose are so strange and funny~ If someone tumble, then he or she out game~ The last one is winner~ It's not a easy work~ My friend took many interested photos druing we played~ i will put these on my space as soon as possible~

 

We felt tired, so we stop and chatting to each other. We teach other how to speak "I love you" in different langaue, including French, Japense, Chinese, Spanish, Russia... Meanwhile, Mu, Micu, and Kevein join my party for a little while~ Drink after drink, i have drank 6 kinds of cocktail, 2 types Vodka and wine... My body gonna light and my thinking become slow~ I know i get drunk~ Even that way, we keep on talking...

 

When the clock ticks 1:30 i say goodnight to my guests and watched them til out of my door... I sit in the front of my laptop and see Erin's space just reflash for my birthday,and so do the situation in Alex(from IFY), i am great satisfy what they did~ I cannot bear it anymore, so i go to bed...

 

 

 

 

PS: Sorry, Rebecca~ I did mistake on how to spell your name, but now i increct it:) Thanks for you in my space, same i will in yours often!!

 

It has been a so long time i have not use English to reflesh my space, thus i use it for the only reason~

 

Like i wrote in subtitle, this weekend i went Mancherter for the Mid-Autumn festerval. It also the 1st time i go to Mancherster; the 1st time i take the Virgin train; the 1st i go to another city in UK by myself...

 

I am completeily free on last friday cuz i removed all the lectures on thursday, so after my preparetion i just go to the New street station in B'ham(Birmingham). The weather at that day is sunny, it is good for a trip. However while i after purchased the ticket and wait on the platform, the train delay about 45 mins!! During this period, i asked Jessica for some basic question about take on the british train. Luckily, now Jessica is a good girl to me:) However, in the begining the train is damn crowded i cannot find a seat, even a palce to stand! I stood aisle for 1 hour with my daydreaming... I finally got a seat at the middle of my journey, but the train still delay every station 10 min~ So, the train costs me 2 and half hour to get M'ter(Mancherster)~~~~~~

 

As our promised, Erin and her friends are waiting for me~ we met each other easily in the M'ter station and without doubt we go to the M'ter university. It is amazing huge university which compared to Aston, there are many old main building set in the city everywhere. We go to the NCUK welcome party first, i saw a plenty of IFY students inside there and listen to the speakers talk to some boring thing~ Erin introduce her friends to me like a formal party~ Cool they are resource in my life, there is a girl named Ribelca who study Law~ Creazy thing~ we talked very happy mood and make friend, i guess we will co-oerate in future. In a short we felt boring, so Erin, Joyee(Erin's friend) and Cyciya(Erin's friend) with me go back to Erin's hourse for our supper...

Basicily, Erin's accomodation is away from M'ter university, we spent 15 mins to there and make the supper. When they cooking i walk around Erin's room, is quite bigger than mine~ Later, every one in kitch all cook a meal for us, so we are so excited to enjoy the dinner. I talked to Joyee who from HK, a truily funny guy; Cyciya, Wuhan IFY center student also like animation... when we finish it, we went to Joyee's hourse~ He is a rich guy,cuz his acomodation just like a castle!!! 5 floor with some huge living room, pub, sport center, many individual rooms, and entertament hourse~~~ All of us were shock~ We go to the game room to play some games,(i.e King game~~~), we drink and eat some food chating and laughing~ The happiest night i been to UK, so far~ We play til 5 o'clock am, then take the taxi back to Erin room~ i took shower and washed my dirty cloths, nearily 6 o'clock we go to bed~ Of course seperate, i sleep on bed, she sleep on the floor.

 

The 2nd day we go to the city center to know the culture in M'ter. We cannot fiond Cyciya so we 3 people decided do out. Actually, M'ter is more people than B'ham, but the rhythm of life is slower than B'ham. Many old buildings in M'ter looks very impactive and historical to me, i can feel many stories were happen in the past and my heart has been touched...We go to Burger king which I like fastfood in UK for our lunch, and chat for a long time inside it... Evening, we go back and use the micro to make a pizza for dinner:) At night, i suggest to watch the movie "EVA", although i have been watched 10 times~ Part 1 make them a little bit boring, but Part 2 they also enjoy it. At 23:15 Joyee has to return hourse cuz he does not wanna miss the last bus. Erin going out to check some process about mobile phone contract, therfore she be with Joyee. Cyciya's hourse left she and me, from that time i knew Cyciya also like animation very much, even the <GUNDAM SEED> serious. She said she finished SEED and DESTINY, so i recommand she to watch the STARGAZER. And, we watched~ When time passed Erin return and picked me to her room at 3:50. The same like the 1st night, when we go to bed is about 6 o'clock.

 

The 3rd day is last day sunday. We got up and go to China town for the Morning tea. The food is not tasty, but the price is f*cking high!!! The cheapest food there cost 10 pounds~~~ The most important thing is we have a great atmosphere to chat... 16:00 we go to the M'ter station, while the train coming i gave Erin a hug cuz next i see her maybe at X'mas...I also say goodbye to my new friends Joyee and Cyciya:)

 

2 hours i on the train, and back to B'ham. My body is tired but my mind is still work...so i record in my space.

Ah~~~this time i have not mention anything about my study, okey~ Next time i will!!

 

どぞよぃしくおれえいぃませ！